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Sometimes things most unexpected occur and to be honest I would have never expected my mother to pass away so soon... I thought she would be there for my wedding, my kids births, and whatever else I had planned or what may come but it wasn't quite like that, however, I cannot have done it without my wonderful fiance there being by my side through out everything and continues to be the support whenever I need a shoulder to lean on and to always walk beside me whenever I just needed someone there instead of his shoulder and never leave me behind instead pushing me forward even if he had to get behind me and push me to keep going through it all. Its been 4 and 1/2 years already and its still going strong and awesome, my love always for Aaron, of course the guy that I dedicated one of my drawings too. I thank god, for bestowing me with a gift like this someone to share my life with always. God Bless everyone.
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RIP - Mom 12/10/2004
RIP - Grandpa 2/18/2006
RIP - Grandma 10/14/2007
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Have you ever woken up in the morning not understanding why but unable to figure out why you've such an undescribable feeling of incompletion just wandering aimlessly through this world seeking something and that something is what?!!! Just what is it that your searching for?!! Frustration at what the world has brought, nothing that has been able to fulfill that obsessive wish to attain everything that is desirable in life yet you shouldn't have to work for it, no, the world owes you and will give everything that you so desire which is what you believe will bring that half empty glass of water to overflowing with a sense of completion.

Honestly, I've found what makes me feel complete and I know that I complete him in return. I wake up each morning feeling renewed and just so content with everything around me each moment cherished and appreciated time spent together seems endless yet each time I look at the time its way later than I thought but who knows how to explain it exactly. I just know whats right feels right for my heart feels right.

Each person dances to a different tune, and each person has different thing they search for what will make them whole. By, the way some people first have to get rid of the veils they blind themselves with first, accept who you are. No, matter how much you deny it it'll catch up with you.

I'am happy...and very content with my wonderful bf Aaron. He's the best!!! He makes my heart full.

Its been a while since Ive drawn anything

Prolly will get back to it sooner or later

Bai'z